I woke up by the sound of.....alarm? No by gigglings of my babies, Yes my Tiger, My 6 year old AYANSH SINGHANIA and his cupcake My cutie, My 4 years old AAROHI SINGHANIA.
I keenly watch them whispering to each other my younger one said something to her bhaiyu and he just kissed her forehead affectionately, eww my cuties. watching them with so much love made me remember of my bhai, My Achu bhai, I really miss you so much I don't even know if you hate me for what I did in the past. a lone tear escaped from my eyes and I heard a gasp that's when I came out of my thought to see my babies looking at me with concern in their eyes shit they can't see tears in my eyes just like Ar... shut up Aadu I chided myself before concentrating on my babies.
"Good morning Ansh, Good morning Aaru", I wished them but they just stared at me and Aaru's lips quivered as she started crying I gently took her in my arms placing her on my chest I started rubbing her back after she became normal, she looked at me with her teary eye.
"who male mumma cly me bil hit and and me say zozo to bite", she said while hiccuping. My baby, all the while Ayansh was just looking at us I opend my one arm for him and that's it for him do the same thing his sister did saying the same dialogue, my drama babies.
[Who made mumma cry I will hit and I will say zozo to bite]
"Cherry why were you crying early in the morning", he asked wiping his sister tears stain cheeks.
"Mumma just got bad dream baby", Aaru stared at me for some good seconds.
"Bal dleamhs", she whispered to herself.
[Bad dreams]
"Bal dleams mumma you did mish..msh, what is it bhaiyu" she struggle to pronounce to ask me her question. As I always say them if they behave like a bad kids then they will get punished in their dreams.
"Mistake Cupcake", She grin at her brother for helping her and then tried to pronounce it but still failed.
"Mumma you did mishtale", she asked me with are cruise eyes. I chuckled at her innocence.
[Mistake]
"Yes baby mumma made a mistake yesterday so she got bad dreams I will ask sorry to god later okay ?", She thought for sometime seriously as if she is signing some business deal and asked her brother through her eyes when he nodded his head she grinned at me and started tickling me with their tiny hands 'my tickle monsters' we played for sometime in bed as it was Sunday today I took every sunday off no matter what the situation is my sunday is for my babies. after some good tickling section I made them ready for the day and send them downstairs has their care taker will be looking after them until I get ready for the day.
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I was preparing breakfast in the kitchen Ansh and Aaru are out for walk which is there playtime with their nanny. Even though single parenting is tough, I enjoyed the only happiness of my life. I love my current life there is no one to hurt me. This phase of my life is just awesome except for cooking I hated cooking. Before Arya used to cook for me knowing that I hate cooking he was the best cook, even if it was a lie, life was good lie back then.
As I stepped out of the bed a strong pain shoot between my leg my lower back felt numb I sat on the bed with thud. uff Arya was beast in bed we came to his penthouse after romantic dinner date to celebrate our 3rd year love anniversary and that idiot didn't let me sleep only.
"SHAURYAAAAAAAAAAA", I shouted on top of my lungs just as expected he came with worried eyes huh I love this so much.
"Kya hua ha?", he asked as if he didn't do anything.
[What's wrong?]
"You beast you made my body sore and now asking 'kya hua ha'",I mimicked the last part he chuckled at me and lifted me in his arms in bridal style I placed my head on his bare chest 'my favorite place but he need not to know hehe' that's when I realized he was half naked.
'Ayi kitana hot hai mear ladka' I thought to myself and giggled internally Arya looked at me assumed.
[Oh my man is so hot]
"Kitana?", he suddenly asked placing me carefully on bathroom counter.
[How much?]
"Huh", I looked at him confused
He just smirked at me before asking.
"Kitana hot hai tumara ladka", he asked again.
[how hot is your man]
"Did I say it out a loud", I mumbled playing with the hem of Arya's shirt which i was wearing. Not a single day I spend without embarrassing myself in front of him now he will tease the hell out of me why god why I mentally cried.
"Loud enough me to hear baby", he said with a smug look stupid ughh.
"Sh..Shaurya I.. I'm..hungry", dumbo can't you speak one sentence properly I cursed myself.
"Hungry for me", I stared at him in disbelief before answering.
"No, for food Mister", I replied.
"Sure baby let me take care of my precious today", he said looking at my lips and slowly started leaning towards me before capturing my lips into a passionate kiss. My hand went to his hair pulling him more into mine so did he. His one hand went up to my cheeks creasing it gently with his thumb while his other hand slided under my shirt and he held me tightly by my bare waist. A soft moan left my lips when he bite my lower lip before sucking it to soothing the pain. After eating me out he left my lips as we both were out of oxygen.
"I love you Shaurya", I said panting still struggling to breathe because my boyfriend doesn't kiss he eats me out.
"I love you more Diya more than you can imagine", he replied kissing my forehead.
"Now come let me wash you up", he said and made me settle in bathtub before himself settling behind me his front touching my back gently massaging my sore body to relax my muscles, 'He is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for but unfortunately he is now mine'.
After cleaning ourselves he tugged me in bathrob and carried me to the cabinet again he made me sit on the stab and dried my hairs all the while will my loving gaze never left him.
"Now as per the rules you made it's your turn to make breakfast", he said after making me wear his shirt while I pouted at his words.
"But I can't even stand and my body is still sore. You were too rough last night", I said and he smirked at me.
"But you weren't complaining yesterday nigth when I was deep inside you", he said and my eyes widened, I looked at other side to hide my shyness.
"Shauryaaaaa", I hit him on his chest while he laughed at my shyness.
"Fine I was joking, I know you hate cooking so I prepared your favorite chocolate pancakes", he said and I smiled ear to ear at him.
"You know it feels like a fairytale to have you in my life", I said kissing his cheeks.
"And I'll make sure your life becomes a fairytale the beautiful one", he said rubbing his nose with mine making me giggle.
I chuckled bitterly remembering his words fairytale? That to beautiful one? But he turned my life into a nightmare, he left me with a broken heart which still beats to survive. He made me lifeless with a reason to live this life and that reason is my babies. They came to my life when I didn't wanted to live anymore.
SHAURYA SINGH SHEKHAWAT successfully ruined my life leaving me with nothing but a broken heart. 5 years it has been 5 years but still I can't stop thinking about him.
"MUMMAAAAAA", I jumped in place hearing loud scream of my Tiger 'loudspeakers of the house'.
"Yes baby", I asked Ansh as I started making milk shake for them.
"Mumma can we play lego set in the evening after I finish studying please mumma pretty please", he begged looking at me with hopes in his eyes as if I'm going to say NO.
"Can mumma ever say no to my baby. Don't worry we'll play in the evening okay", I said bending to his level kissing his forehead.
"Thank you so much Cherry, You are the best mumma", he said kissing my cheeks and ran out of the kitchen in a blink I smiled at my kids.
Walking out of the kitchen taking their milkshake they are the ture hope of my life. As I stepped out of the kitchen I saw Aaru playing alone where is Ansh.
"Aaru baby Ansh bhaiyu kah hai bacha", I asked and she turned to me hearing my voice and the holy fuck she was holding a fucking knife I speed walked towards her and took knife carefully out of her hold and placed it one the table.
[Aaru baby where is Ansh dear]
"AMRUTHA" I called their nanny how can she leave Aaru alone. She came out of Ayansh room holding book in her hand she was helping him in homework I guess whatever she can't leave a 4 year old kid alone that to with a knife, it may sound like I'm over reacting but that one incident shook me to core now I can't take a single chance of carelessness towards my kids.
"Mam-", she started but I cut her off.
"WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU DOING LEVING AAROHI WITH A FUCKING KNIFE", hearing my shout Ayansh came out of his room.
"I'm sorry ma'am I was helping Ayansh with his homework", I singled Ansh to take Aaru to room after they want out of my sight I glared at Amrutha.
"Whatever it is you can't leave 4 year kid alone you could have informed me to look after Aarohi. Next time don't repeat this mistake I won't tolerate I repeat I won't tolerate a single stretch on my kids whether it is Ayansh or it is Aarohi so you better be careful", I told her in a deadly cold tone I can't see my babies in pain and I won't tolerate carelessness towards them they are my life. she said sorry again and went. Fuck with her sorry what if I didn't come in time what if Aaru got cut, no no I can't even imagine my babies in pain sighing deeply I walked to my babies room to help Ansh with his homework.
I walked to thier room and heard Aaru's sob my heart twisted in pain hearing her cries. I ran towards them and saw Aaru crying in Ansh arms and he was rubbing her back whispering sweet things to her.
"Why is my baby crying huh? You know right that mumma doesn't like tears in your eyes", I said sitting on the floor. wiping her tears while she pouted.
"You scleam and scleaming ish bad", Aaru said turning her face to other side trying to pretend like she is angry on me.
[You screamed and screaming is bad habit]
"But Amruta aunty did wrong na baby, so mumma got angry", I said but she didn't looked at me and continued with her 'I'm angry on you drama'.
"Okay Mumma will ask sorry to Amruta aunty if you want", I said trying cool off her.
"It's okay Cherry you don't have to ask sorry to anyone.....because you never make any mistake and you are perfect", here comes my Tiger. He can never see me sad or ask sorry to anyone because for him I'm perfect. But only I know how I made a grave mistake in trusting the wrong person.
"Why don't me have papa mumma?", my heart twisted in pain hearing Aaru. She looked at me with her teary eyes hoping for the answer. From the moment she got to know that everyone has this creature called father in thier life she kept on asking me about her father. Now how can I tell her that her father isn't even aware of her existence.
"Yes Mumma if papa was with us then when you work he would be with us", Ansh said now how can I tell them that my kids can be lucky in everything but in father's love they are unlucky like me who never got and will never get father's love in her life.
"He.....he is dead beta, he can never be with us....it was only three of us and it will be only three of us", I said as I sobbed remembering everything they all had done to me.
"Mumma we are sorry don't cry we will never ask about papa.....promise please mumma stop crying", I hate myself for lying to them but it's better be a fatherless then to have a father like him.
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Aadhya's life after 5 year leap with her 6 year old son and 4 year old daughter next chapter is about Shaurya's life style after that we will continue with the main story past life will write in different font style the major past life will be in the chapter wise you'll get glimpses of past in on going chapters
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