"You are the stupid grumpy angry bird, creepy one wing flying cockroach Shaurya".
"Shaurya please listen to me once".
"Shaurya you are hurting me, You are hurting your Diya please don't do this".
"You called me slut, how could you question my character Shaurya".
"Your Diya died for you from now Mister Shekhawat hope we never cross the path again thanks for the beautiful gift Arya goodbye".
"One day for sure you will regret your actions Shaurya and remember that day you won't find me beside you".
"I hate you SHAURYA SINGH SHEKHAWAT I HATE YOU TO THE CORE".
I jerk opend my eyes and looked beside my bed to see it's 2:40 in the morning this has been my regular habit now. Since the day she left she took my sleep and peace with her. my precious, my jaan, my Diya sighing deeply at my fate which is ruined by myself. I took my mac and started working on my upcoming project.
Life was more than a beautiful with her by my side. Her mischievous acts to irritate me, shy smile wherever I teased her, that blush whenever I flirted with her and hit on my chest wherever I said something double meaning, her innocence, clumsiness, she was selfless and kindest soul I have ever met in my life everything about her attracted me towards my woman, love of my life......
Dr. Aadhya Shaurya Singh Shekhawat it doesn't matter how we are now she will be always my wife. Whom I had hurted to the core I don't know if I can ever get her forgiveness in this life for what I had done to her. I know my Diya is a strong woman who can handle everything but the betrayal she got from me in the name of revenge left her broken.
I don't know where she is or how she is doing but I really hope she is living a better life I know living happy life after what I did to her is impossible but at least I hope she is living a peaceful life.
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I was seeing my Squirrel's photo where we both were kissing each other. God I still remember that day how I wiped my cheeks when she kissed me to tease her and my Diya being Diya forced me into a passionate kiss. She even managed to click the picture of us kissing and kept my mobile wallpaper which is same till now so that everyone could know whom this Shaurya Singh Shekhawat belongs to.
World is too samll kahi na kahi kabhi toh hamaara raasta milega and trust me on this Diya I'll beg for your forgiveness and if you decide to give me a chance I will bering every happiness in your life which I failed to give you years back.
I was thinking the best days of my life when a tiny hand form behind closed my eyes I know who exactly it is but still need to paly with my champ for her smile.
"Kon hai?", I asked in baby voice only to get giggles of my angel in return turning around I picked Reva in my arms and kissed her checks she said something in gibberish language which I didn't understand obviously 'if Diya was here she would have definitely understand Reva talks, she loved babies' I came out of my thought by slap on my face by Reva she is such a attention stealer, I took Reva in my arms and headed downstairs.
[Who is that?]
Mom and Vindhya were taking about something while arranging the table, man they gossip about everyone and everything and 'before even Diya used do the same' atleast for once if had listened to Aadhya today she would been here by my side as my wife and may be we would have had kids together by now.
"You were right Diya I'm regretting my actions and see as you said you are not by myside please come back squirrel", I mumbled to myself as I made my way to have my breakfast. Everyone was having breakfast until my mom decide to break the silence.
"Shaurya beta", ugh not again I know what she is gonna tell.
"Ma I'm fine with my life please don't force me. Mera life ke saath-saath huska life bhee kharaab ho jaegee I can't give Aadhya place to someone else and it won't happen ever not in this life atleast", I said before she start again.
[Along with my life, her life will also get ruined]
"But till when will you be stuck with the past beta try to move on from her and focus on your future I can't see my son sufferings", mom replied not convinced by my words.
"You are saying the same thing from past 5 years Shaurya try to move on from her I guess she would have done the same", my dad injected and my heartbeat rose by the thought of my Aadhya with someone else.
"Doesn't matter, how many years baba. one day I will find her and make her mine again. Only Aadhya deserves to carry my name if it's not my Diya then no one else and this Shaurya Singh Shekhawat belongs to his Diya no one else", I said with the room no discussion.
"Phark nahin padata ki vo mere saath hai ya nahin meri kahani usse Judi hai chaahe vo poora ho jaaye ye adhuri rahe", I said my voice full with determination.
[It doesn't matter if she is with me or not...my story is with her even if it is completed or remains incomplete]
"Shaurya think about us too....do you think it is easy for us to see you in pain everyday", Ma said with tears in her eyes. But we both know I do deserve this pain for hurting Aadhya.
"Paanch saal ho gye usse dur hue Ma par uski jagah koi nahin le paya aur koee bhee usakee jagah kabhee nahin lega. Main aisa kabhee nahin hone doonga", I said trying to sound as polite as I can.
[It's been five years since she left but no one has been able to take her place and no one will never take her palce. I will never let that happen.]
"After what you did no woman wants to stay with a man like you Shaurya. I feel shame on myself for the things you did to that innocent soul.......I thought we were raising a gentle man but you failed us as a parent", my father shouted and my face pale with regret. Yes not only as a husband and brother but I failed also as a son.
"Deep shut up he is already in so much pain stop pouring salt on his wound by your words", my mom said glaring at my father.
"He have to come out of his dilemma and see the reality Rekha", my father rooted.
"Ma Baba please bhai came home after long time", Rishabh said trying to break the heat between us.
"I'm sorry", I muttered and saw Aisha face going pale and tears in corner of her eyes. I got up kissing her forehead I assured her that 'everything going to be okay' by blinking my eyes she just noded her head and continued with her breakfast while I left for my room to get ready for the day if I stay here for a second then definitely I'll go mad.
"I'm giving you three months time Shaurya bring Aadhya back home orelse be ready to marry the girl of my choice", I heard my father but I choose to ignore him.
While I was searching for my importance file my eyes got stuck on one particular thing, her nuptial chain I creased it with guilt and emptiness. my mind went back to those moments unwillingly.
As soon as I stepped inside the room I saw Aadhya talking to her friend more like arguing 'but she doesn't argue with me like this tho' anyways who cares she was wearing boat neck lavender color crop top pairing with black skinny jeans what made my blood boil is her empty neck without nuptial chain.
Clearing my throat I made her aware of my presence she turned towards me but didn't say anything So without any option left with I asked her.
"Are you going somewhere?", she looked at me as if I'm a alien I know she didn't expect me to ask this question because I care least about her whereabouts thats what she thought unknown to the fact that I keep every single details about her life. She composed herself before answering.
"Huh yeah vo Noor ke sath", and took her handbag that means she is not going wear nuptial chain the thought of her doesn't want to be known as mine made me loses control over my anger.
[Yeah with Noor]
"Are you sure that your going with Noor but I feel tum apana koi secret lover ko meet karne ja rahen ho", I mocked her it's not like Aadhya cheats on me, she'll die rather then letting anyone touch her other than me but my hate towards her win all over every feelings I have for her.
[Are you going to meet your secret lover]
"Aap pagal ho Shaurya what are even saying".
[You have gone crazy]
"Aree nahin pagal nahin fact bthara hu thuje dusore ke bed warm karne mai maza ara hogana", I could see tears forming in her eyes for some reason my heart ache but I ignored it because after waht she did she deserved it.
[Oh no, I'm not mad, it's a fact, you must be getting fun in warming the bed for others]
"Kyu kar raheho yeh sab Shaurya".
[Why are you doing all this Shaurya]
"Because a slut like you deserve this", I said walking towards dressing table pick up her nuptial chain and throwing it towards her. She looked at me in confused by action.
"I know a bitch like you doesn't deserve to be my wife but that doesn't mean you disrespect this relationship even it's for a namesake. Wear it and fuck off you bitch", even if I hate her she is mine, she said nothing but did what is asked to do and left the room 'she should argue with me right' I thought to myself.
"I'm so sorry Diya" I wishperd keeping her nuptial chain back to it's place.
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I was going through some important files when a knock on my door interrupted me.
"Come in", I quickly respond still enclosed with the file the door opend and my assistant Priya entered with some files.
"Sir this are the files that needed your signature", she said as soon as she entered my cabin and I signaled her keep it on my table as she started about my schedule for the day while I was lost in my own thoughts about morning incident. What if she really moved on from me? How would I survive without her........
"Anything wrong sir", Priya's voice brought me back to reality.
"Huh no nothing....You can leave now".
'Diya I miss you so much' I thought to myself a bitter smile appeared on my face thinking about how much of a stupid I was back then "I'll bring you back Diya" I promised to myself and headed for meeting.
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"Any news about Aadhya", I asked my man.
"No sir....Everything is still same as it was years ago", he replied looking down making me furious.
"It's been fucking five years and still you are not able not collect a single information about her", I glowed with frustration.
"You have three months time within that I need you to find her I don't care what you will do", I ordered.
"Sir we will try our best and will get back to if we get any lead", he replied.
"Make sure this stays as low as possible I don't want anybody to know about this", I commanded and left the room.
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