"Sir you have the meeting with IT Department in 15 minutes", I said checking his schedule in the tab.
"Alright call the security head and keep the conference room ready", He said typing something in his laptop.
"Sure Sir, Anything else", I asked looking up at him.
"Yeah get me a coffee", he said his tone void of any emotions. I'm expecting as if he is my book boyfriend who would only be pookie for me.
"Pyaar se bol doge toh height kam nahin ho jayegi iski Mr Akdu", I mumbled under my breathe. How his fiance is tolerating his this shity attitude? Or may be he might be all lovey dovey only for her.
"Ms Arora?", I came out my world as I heard his voice.
"Yeah sir?", I asked acting like his cold gaze is not affecting me.
"This not your fucking bedroom to dream this my work place and I expect you to follow the work ethics", came his reply, his tone sharpe as knife.
"I'm sorry sir...I'll get your coffee right away", I said before living his cabin in hurry.
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"Why would you do that Anaya?", he asked, his death glare leaving my words to die in my throat.
"I.....I just....that I", I stammered under his cold aura.
"I'm already very pissed Shanaya I dare you fake anything", he snapped gritting his teeth at me.
"Shiv I'm sorry, I was-", I cupped my mouth gasping when he punched the wall next to me.
"WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU TRYING TO PROVE BY DOING THIS CHEAP ACT, WHY DAMNIT", he roared on my face like a madman before throwing the vasa which was on the side table shattering it.
"Its not like that Shiv....You are getting me wrong", I said trembling under his ice cold gaze.
"Shut up just shut the fuck up........Do you know how those bastards were looking at you?", he said his cold gaze pinning me down.
"As if you are some Whore", he said and I looked at him in disbelief.
"Shiv I didn't knew that people would think this way, I'm sorry for my immature act", I said my voice barely above whisper but he grabbed my hand and draged me in front of the mirror.
"Look at yourself Shanaya look at yourself. You call this piece of shit as clothe? You are not the woman I fell in love with, You are someone I can barely recognize", He said boring hole to my soul through his cold gaze as he held me from my shoulder standing behind me.
I averted my gaze form him to my reflection. I felt disgust for myself looking at me. Yes this is not me this is not the Shanaya Shiv fell in love.

"Shiv I know I shouldn't have done this it's my fault please I'm sorry", I said looking at him through mirror.
"Do you know how hard it was for me to hold myself from killing that fucker with my bare hands", he said gazing at me from head to toe with nothing but anger.
"Shiv please calm down", I whispered it was scaring me I was not used to this form of Shiv. He was the Shiv Rathod right now not my Shiv.
"Calm down? You want me to fucking calm down after the stunt you pulled", he barked his hold tighten on my shoulder.
"Because I wanted to become a woman you deserve not like this.....like those women", I shouted frustrated with his attitude yanking myself from his hold.
"Who the hell told that I don't deserve you the way you are now?", I shivered hearing his tone which was so cold and emotionless.
"I admit I was jealous of them and I wanted your full attention on me", I said looking at him only to feel my knees giving up watching him. His gaze boring hold through my soul his jaw clenched his eyes blood shoot red.
"And you think they would get my attention by those shity costumes they wear', he asked taking step towards me and my leg automatically moved back untill my back collided with the mirror.
"You walk I'm done, You breathe I'm done, You smile I'm done, You glance at me I'm done. You have held this Shiv Rathod like you own him which you do, yet you think you left me capable to look at other woman who is not you", his blood filled hand made it's way to my neck chocking me. His hold tight enough to send shiver down my spine but loose enough me to breathe.
"Fit this into your brain Shanaya I would kiss the floor you walk, you are the only woman who can bring this egoistic bastard on his keens", he said bring his face close to mine. Our lips inch aprat from touching.
"Shiv I'm sorry I would never doubt your love again", I said. My lips touching his everytime I spoke.
"You are not sorry you are just guilty", he chuckled tilting his head his warm breathe mixed with intoxication of whisky fanning my face.
"No Shiv I'm really sorry", I said with hushed tone due the proximity we were sharing now.
"Strip", he mumbled against my lips.
"Huh what?", I asked my eyes widened with shock.
"Will you want to take it off or should I?". He said before smashing his lips on mine.
*********
"How can you let that man touch you, stupid", Aalia said no actually screamed from the other side of the call.
"Yaar Aalu we both love each other......and it's not like I regret anything now, Shiv will handle this don't worry", I said as I entered the apartment before closing the door behind me.
"Yeah your Shiv who didn't bother to check on you from last one week just because of some stupid argument", She huffed making me chuckle at her. I don't know why she despise Shiv so much.
"Aalia fights and arguments are common between couples but this time it went on overboard", I said fetching a glass of water for myself.
"What if Shiv is not ready for this yet", her question bought the turmoil inside me.
"I trust him, together me and shiv will handle this and I'll call you later", I said unknowingly my gaze went to my stomach.
"Theek hai bye", I heard her as we hung up.
"I know Shiv is gonna be so happy", I mumbled to myself as I settled on the couch switching to some news channels.
"The broke up news about Mine and Reena Khaan is a pure rumors, she is still my fiance and we are planning to marry soon", I watched Shiv saying it in interview I felt like the floor beneath me slipping away crushing my world breaking my heart as I heard him.
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"How can you do that?", I said my voice barely above whisper as I searched for answer in his eyes.
"She is better than you", he said his tone cold without any emotions.
"If she was better than me then why the fuck did you even act to be with me", I said as tears rolled freely from my eyes.
"What about me Shiv", I whispered holding is collar.
"You are just a mere attraction and My need which I thought it as a love", he said as if convincing himself not me.
"You are just my time pass nothing else", he said freeing himself and stepping back from me.
"How dare you bastard", I slapped him across his face even before realizing.
"Ms Arora dare you again repate this, I wouldn't think twice before chocking you to death", he said his voice low but deadly before stroming out of his cabin.
********
"This is all fucking because of you Mr Rathod, because of you my friend is fighting for her life", her friend Aalia shouted but I'm not in the state to argue with her.
"She is lying there on the verge of death. If you had never been in her life this wouldn't have been happening now", she screamed on my face holding my collar but I didn't react. All I want is my Anaya to be safe.
"It was my friend fault that she trusted a man like you", she said leaving my collar as the door of the operation theater opend.
"Doctor how is she?", I asked as soon as the doctor came to my view.
"Calm down Mr Rathod but we are sorry the impact of the accident was directly on her lower abdomen and she had lost her blood too we did our best to sav-", she was saying but my heart wasn't ready to hear her next words.
"NO, I FUCKING DARE YOU COMPLETE THAT", I roared like a madman. I don't want to hear his bullshit I know my Anaya would never leave her Shiv.
My Anaya promised me she would stay with me forever.......Do anything I fucking don't care but save her", I pleaded my voice creaking with emotions.
"Mr Rathod try to understand the situation.....", I didn't let him complete as I held his collar and roared.
"I WOULD BURN THIS BLOODY WORLD IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HER".
*******
"You think you could get away from me this easily", I spoke puffing the cigarette before looking at her who was tied in the chair
"Shiv leave me please.......I'm sorry", she said her voice barely above whisper.
"Sorry?", I chuckled before taking another long puff. I know my Anaya hate smoking but right now I'm not the Shiv she loved.
"Your sorries are just like this dirt beneath my shoes", I said as I crushed the cigarette under my shoe.
"Why did you faked?", I asked as I gazed at her with my death glare.
"Cause I was scik of everything", she shouted and next second she met with a loud slap across her face.
"And you think I wouldn't find out?", I chuckled at her foolishness.
"Make her starve to death yet I need her alive", I ordered my man the one who slapped her few minutes ago.
"I think a glass of water twice a day and one meal once a week is sufficient enough for you to survive", I said smirking at her trembling posture.
"Let me show you how this Shiv Rathod treats the one who betrayals him", I said enjoying the fear she was feeling right now.
"If you think me as a hero who would burn himself for the world then you are totally delusional I'm the one who would burn the world. The man standing in front of is a demon in the skin of human".
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